Lord, I get the feeling that this journey has just been a series of pauses, rather than progress in some way. Am I moving towards you or simply settling in to a new routine? How do I find the way-markers to follow? How do I recognise the direction from the diversions? As I ask this, I know you are telling me I must keep looking and you will accompany me through the difficult paths. Forgive my doubts Lord. Amen